They say the heroine addict continues to use in flawed and failing attempts to duplicate that magical moment in the addicts life when he or she used heroine for the first time. That initial high, to the addict, must be pure euphoria - a feeling unlike any other.
So, the addict uses again in hopes of achieving the same feeling the first use brought them, but that feeling falls short on the second attempt, and the third, fourth, and forever thereafter.
Impossible to duplicate that initial high, each high afterwards results in disappointment so the addict begins to increase the dose and the frequency of using. It's called the chase and it's futile.
I think the fly fisher can be like the heroine addict. I very well remember the joy and jubilation I felt when I caught my first Rainbow trout on a fly. It was cold November morning and I was standing thigh deep in that sweet pool on Blue river we call Seventeen. Someone had give me a size 14 cone head olive mini-leech and I was fishing it down and across when I seen the fly line surge forward. When that trout came to my hand I felt total happiness.
Like the heroine addict, I have continued to try and duplicate that feeling that came on that cold November morning many years ago. And, just like the heroine addict I continue to fall short. Also, just like the heroine addict I found myself increasing the dosages of outings, the frequency in my trips, hoping to achieve once found euphoria. I continue to fail.
It seems like each trout season, as the crowds at Blue river continue to grow, I find myself migrating further and further north in hopes of more solitude. But, the truth is the crowds are growing and the river is not. I continue to go north however.
Two weeks ago, up north, it was all buggers. Only changed color on the buggers once. Buggers seemed to be the favor of the trout that day. Big numbers of trout didn't come to hand, but a dozen or so did and that seemed to be enough.
Last week, I decided to go north again and on this outing I wanted to concentrate on simplicity. There is something about simplicity that appeals to me. I do not own a cell phone - have never had an Ipod, Ipad, Nook, Kindle or one of those devices that lets you record television programs. I do have a laptop - a streamlined laptop that does allow me to record my fishing memories via this journal. I thrive on simplicity.
I think at times fish like simplicity also. And, I think those of us who tie flies tend to over-tie much of the time.
On this outing I took a fly that screams simplicity. This fly consists of two body materials. The tailing is sparse rabbit strip fur and the body is chenille. That's it - no hackle, no collar, no flash, no wing, nothing else.
This simple fly found the favor of trout also. All I had to do is drop it in pockets or pull it off a ledge and let it fall. The trout would come out from their lies and eat it.
Yesterday up north, it was all nymphs. Size 18 Hare's Ear and Pheasant Tails were the favored children of the trout. The action was agonizingly slow and the drift had to be long with the angler patient.
Only seven trout would come to hand in two hours. The wind out of the south continued to rise and numbness set in the legs and hands. When I got to this stretch of water yesterday morning I was the only soul there, but within fifteen minutes of my arrival eight other anglers had also showed eagerly wanting trout. Few of them caught any. Just one of those days I guess.
I speak of my addiction to trout that came over me many years ago. But now, I have a even more severe addiction. I brought this addiction on myself when Charlie and I agreed to fly fish for carp and on a late in day in March of 2010, I caught my first carp using a Backstabber. My addiction to trout pales in comparison to the addiction I have for carp.
Yesterday, I was talking to Charlie and pointed to out that if we catch a carp in December we will have caught carp by fly every month of 2012.
Today is December and this morning I went to the carp creek and this morning a Mirror carp smiled favorably on the Creek Critter pattern.
I look at this morning's carp as an early Christmas present. Charlie and me can now say that we have a creek that carp can be caught every month of year by way of fly. Now I don't know exactly how Charlie how feels about that, but I'm not sure I real happy about it because I think it speaks of the unusual weather we are having. Weather unseasonably warm that is prolonging the continuing severe drought we are having. Of course, Charlie and me both are more interested in the long term health of this creek and the fish that live there.
However, if I am truthful to you all, my addiction to these fish makes me want to catch carp every month of the year. Fly fishing for carp is nourishing to me - like the teat to a baby calf.